2011-11-15

So today I was at the school picking up my cousin's kid and this lady commented on how I was wearing an Eeyore coat and she stated she wore her Carebear grumpy bear coat earlier...yeah I am "wearing carebear panties LMAO I am just a big kid and if I could find Sherah or Rainbowbright stuff to wear I would wear them too LOL and she said I liked ninja turtles...I said oh yeah I loved those too...I asked if she remembered the Rap cd they brought out with Pizza hut and she didn't know what I was talking about and I said oh you must be younger than me cause I remember like it was yesterday...she said no I shouldn't even have this young kid in pre-k cause she was too old or whatever and I was like you can't be older than me I am 31...and she said well I am 32 and I said Oh ok well not much older than me...but irony of it was that I am sitting here trying to get pregnant with my 3rd at home but 7th I have or will have gave birth to and she is sitting here saying she shouldn't have a kid in pre k at her age LMAO!
So what am I doing trying to get pregnant at "MY AGE"?! LMAO wow I didn't know I was old until today XD too funny!
So that made my day today...still haven't taken Cymbolta, and my doctor didn't prescribe me anything for my pain so I am suffering...so I don't know what to do...guess he thinks I am an addict...who cares I am done I guess...with doctors at least...they don't know nothing anyways...and when they think they know something only a pill is going to fix me but no its just going to cover the problem and then eventually the untreated problem is going to cause more problems as well as the pill is going to give side effects that are worse than what you were facing in the first place so then they prescribe more drugs to cover up those side effects until you are on so many drugs you cant see straight when all you really needed was something to smoke to make you feel so much better...and pain free...and hey it even grows brain cells...proven fact! Comment if you know what I am talking about! Totally should be legalized!

Tonight was Boyscouts for my oldest son...that went well...minus the frustrating glue foam project they had to do wow that was frustrating...so yeah...anyways...they boys had fun thats what matters...(not my youngest he threw a fit when he seen what the oldest had done that night) anyways...
We put the car in the shop today too...that was an adventure...now we wait...hopefully we will get our car back soon cause the Dodge Avenger is the worst care we have driven in our lives...it has too many blind spots and scares us to death...anyways its a rental thank God...so it won't be ours for ever...just until they fix our car...anyways.

I hope the calls stop tomorrow for my husband so he can sleep during the day and I hope they don't call me until after noon...cause I want to sleep in tomorrow...before the next day which is Thursday when I have Comcare to go to for my counselor at 9am and then stick around there for an hour until my group at 11am so yeah Thursday will be a good day...anyways...
Thats about it I think for the last few days...my hip hurts still its like I have flu in the lower back and its shooting the flu like feeling down my legs and its so achy and hurts so bad but IDK what to do about it...cause dr didn't write a script just took x rays and said OK its not broke see ya basically and then the nurse was going to call me out something and they didn't call me to let me know they did call me out something so IDK...I guess I could go down to the pharmacy and see if they called anything out for me or not...but I am sure they would have called me and let me know...hmm...anyways
I will talk to you later,
Thanks for listening.
Sincerely,
Rabeka Jo

This is the end results of an accident we were in on 11-11-11 where a lady ran a red light and T-boned us...I hope to have the car fixed soon cause having to climb over and in and out is a drag and pain in my butt cause the middle isn't exactly goose proof...if you know what I mean...anyways...my husband has been cleaning the garage to make room for the porche to be moved into the garage...I been trying to help but my back, and my hip/leg on the left side hurts so I am not really helpful today...I wanted to go to the minor emergency today but didn't get to go yet...not sure if I will end up going or not...I don't feel like climbing in and out only to be told everything is fine...and there is  no pain meds they can prescribe me because they can't prescribe narcotics so why bother? just soft tissue damage I think any way...the deep tissue too....anyways...I am sorer than I was at the time of the accident as many people are...
Anyways just thought I would share what happened yesterday...thanks for stopping by and checking in on me...ttyl
Sincerely,
Rabeka Jo