update

Well we are starting to try and have another baby...praying for a healthy one and not going to find out if its a boy or girl till delivery so its a surprise...so far we agree on the name Lyric River for either boy or girl...but we still will have 9 months to settle on a name...if we successfully get pregnant it will be due May 7, 2011 I hope to make it to that day cause 7 is our lucky number...anyway just thought I would let you all know whats been going on in my life lately...I plan to email more often even if its in 150 character at a time through my phone or whatever...but I hope to do more updates...you can follow me on twitter www.twitter.com/rabekajo if you really want to know my everyday life lol I post throughout my day through that wish I could figure out how to stream it here on Blogger cause then people would really be up with me and what I am doing and how my every day life goes...but oh well...I have so many plans to do so much stuff...and then never follow through with hardly any of it...perfectionism is hard to live with...ya know?

Anyway just thought I would update you on whats been going on not sure if I updated about us buying a new house and moving and all that yet...but thats why I haven't been blogging much here lately...well for months...anyway I hope to get back into it like I said weather its through 150 character text message or what its going to have to come through some way or another...

Talk to you all later,

God Bless,

Sincerely,

Rabeka Jo

p.s. got a new splint for my TMJD in 3 weeks go get it adjusted then braces I guess...so far with my food allergies not sure if I posted about them either yet...but I am allergic to a whole lot of foods...I been on Fish Oil and Vitamin D3 and I been eating a little bit of all my allergens at once to help dumb down the reaction and my tongue dont hardly swell anymore so thats a blessing...I am trying to quit smoking again this time for good I hope...and I hope my anxiety don't haunt me for the rest of my life cause of it...its so the baby has a better chance at being healthy with my quiting smoking...anyway...I am a wreck far as pain goes since the splint and I think my blood pressure is screwy cause when I bend over my head hurts real bad...and I get dizzy but I dont want to take anything for it cause we are trying to have a baby and I dont want anything to screw it up this time...cause compassionate care is the way we are going to go with it if there is something wrong cause we cant go through what we did with Josie....but we really dont have to worry about going down that road cause the Lord is going to bless us with a healthy baby whatever it will be...and we will be fine....anyway I am not sure what else to say other than the boys are ready for school to start Jack goes to pre-k and Dylan gets to start 1st grade...I just found a helpful parenting site and I can't wait to read more and learn the techniques and apply them...its the applying part I have struggled with every day of my life...just like with the blogs I vow to blog more often and never do...have all these crafts I intend to start but never finish...anyway I must go get to bed but I wanted to update you guys on whats been going on...thanks for following me I really appreciate it...please tell your friends about my blogs and about my youtube channel www.youtube.com/user/rabekajo I vlog on there so if I dont type anything up I upload it to youtube maybe I should post the videos on here...who knows...anyways talk to you all later God Bless