Day 8 detox

Not so much diarrhea today but a couple times...nausea, exhausted, can't seem to get enough sleep, shoulder bursitis hurts like a mad hornets nest, legs every once in awhile has pangs of pain that leave soon as they come so that's good...back hurts but probably cuz all I do is lay around all night and day snoozing here and there...it's ridiculous how much I've been sleeping...idk if its just the way I am without the pills or if this is still detox I just know after ten days I can't blame detox anymore...

No more cravings as they call them...I had my husband hide my pills so they wouldn't tempt me anymore...keep icing my shoulder...motivation to do anything is nonexistent...I need mojo...not the sexy kind...just keep praying for me...I can overcome and hope to bounce back soon...need to get stuff done around here and need to gain respect from my kids someway some how...I can't keep living the way I've been and the pills gave me false hope that I was fine long as I was on them...it's time to face the music and step up to the plate and mean business...in the mean time though...I have to listen to my body and rest is what is demanded of me so rest I must do...going back to bed soon...good night

Sincerely,

Rabeka Jo